Not your fault

Every moring
i wake
expecting

every morning
i wake
wanting

when i realize
lies

i want to wake
again holding
you

i know i
will never
again

never again
to feel your
touch

never again
to taste your
kiss

never again
to look into
your eyes

never again
to breathe in
the scent of you

i would die
for you

i would spend
eternity
in hell to
repent

i want to say
that i
am sorry

for all
the tears

for all
the scars

it is not your
fault

it is
my own

i will die
here tonight
and you must
know that

i still
love you

and i always
will

good bye
my love

good bye
my world

good bye
my life...