Nothing

Broken promises, hurt and regret
Trying to block out all what you have said
I tried so hard, maybe it wasn't hard enough
Just talking to u everyday is gettin kinda tough
I feel worn out, used and jaded
Slowly but surely, everything faded
So insecure, my weakness starts to show
Feeling so lost, doubting all I know
Realizing how things change as I look around
Gasping for air as I slowly drown
Insanity has gotten its way too many times
I try to regain composure as desperation climbs
You took all I had, crumpled it and left
Leaving me here, just like the rest
Too many times I've pushed my pride aside
You made me reveal all that I tried to hide
So easily you forget all I've done
I feel so defeated, I lost, you won
I'm so sick of the tension, sick of pretending
Tired of the anger, arguments seem never-ending
My existence seems obsolete
Your friendship feels like deceit
All this time I was too blind to see
But you are too now, nothing to me.