I feel like i'm in a dead zone where nothing seems to go right. sometimes i feel like breaking down when i watch others take away from me what i fought so hard to call my own. the things which i was so dependent on had been taken, the things which i love are gone. i want my life back. i want to be able to walk outside and think about how normal should feel... because it isn't supposed to feel like this. this is my dead zone.
