In this until the end

In this until the end

I fight a fight so gruesome
against a monster called despair,
Fighting with everything I have,
Cinders flying through the air.

We have our many battles,
Some I fail, others I win,
But I know I’ll win in the end,
Because losing is a sin.

I have my secret weapons,
That my depression doesn’t know,
I have my friends that help me through,
Just like they helped me grow.

I also have a CD,
that I play when I feel down,
And every time I listen to it,
It seems to reverse my frown.

Everyone should own this,
this amazing inspiration,
Because it soothes the soul of sadness,
When you feel great desperation.

I have attempted suicide,
So many times, so many ways,
But my secret weapons,
Now guide me through dark days.

The day I was diagnosed,
was the day I admit defeat,
But the day I brought this CD,
was the one when I landed on my feet.

For every song and every friend,
There is a hope,
I’m in this until the end.

For Delta and all my amazing friends