Do I have a choice?

What choice do I have?
I don't have another
thats why my smile
the truth does cover

Do you think I can
Show people the truth
Pull up my sleeves
show them the proof

of the ways u tormented me
for months and months on end
and here was me thinking
that you were a friend

You want me to be outward
but you have no idea
of how badly you treat me
and how the feelings r real