I Made A Mistake

I made a mistake
I told you I’m scared
That I don’t trust easily
Worse now than ever
Although this,
I must admit,
Is not a lie
I wish I hadn't spoken

You’ve backed away
You feel guilty
Feel it’s your fault
I wish you didn’t
Now I’m scared once more
That I ruined it again
And I wish
He never did this to me
Never broke me so

I wish I could go back
With everything I know now
Everything I know about him
And end it all
Before I fell in love
I’d forget about him
Before I had the chance
To fall for him again

I can’t though
Can’t go back
To make things right
And now I’m scared
I’m scared to love again
Scared to let down my walls
But I’m even more scared
That I’ve already
Lost you again
All because
I said I was scared
And I made a mistake