As I sit here,
I wonder,
what are the two of us doing?
Is what we're putting ourselves through
Really worth it?
I want you so bad
but part of me knows that
That would be so wrong.
My hearts telling me to keep this going
and just see where it may go,
but my conscious is telling me
that this is the worse thing
That we could be doing.
And yet we both know this is wrong
in so many different ways
We can't help but keep things going.
I never thought I'd find
someone who could make me happy
In the way that you do.
I don't have to be kissing you
or holding your hand,
just listening to your voice
is enough to get me through my endless days,
and I get the simplest smile on my face
each time I even hear only just your name.
I know that you'll always be here for me
like I'll always be here for you.
But is torturing ourselves with this painful love
what we really want?
Hun let me tell you something, ,
if this is the only way to be with you
so be it,
this pain I'm willing to go through.
Because babe I'll always love you
even if you're not just mine.
Is our love strong enough
to keep a secret like this,
forever and ever
until the day we both take it to our graves,
something we both must do,
to keep peace in our crazy life's.
Well I think that we can get through this,
as long as we both can live with this guilt
for the rest of our life's.
We'll pull through
as long as we remember
that no matter who else is in our life's
that we'll always be in one another's hearts.
