OooOOOoOOoOOooommMmmmmmmMGGgGgg!!

That was fANTASTIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can see you feel strongly about that. I got chills from the last message! Oy, that was good! lol!! Another great one!

Nick, I'm not okay!!!!!!!!!!!!! One of my best friends on this site killed herself!!!!!1

soo scared, shaking!!!!!!

Hailie committed suicide after I wrote her that poem. :*-(, its all my fault.

omgosh......no no its not.....dont worry its not your fault ok. she knew what she was doing when she did it. its not your fault please be strong. please. listen, becareful dont do anything drastic take it easy ok. please be safe. its not your fault ok. dont do anything please. be strong like you already are. please.............please

Much love always ok.....

Nick

I'm not strong Nick. I just crashed and burned. I'm shaking still. I've reached rock bottom. I've been crying for the last 3 hours. I tried to cut, but I couldn't do it because i was shaking so bad. I've gone crazy. My face is stale, but still I'm crying. I can't differentiate between drastic and normal behaviors. I'm not safe!! I told you that yesterday, I love someone and they die! This, is exactly my reasoning for it.

please dont cry, please remeber i told you when you cry i cry, when you hurt i hurt. please dont cry, i luv u to much for that aite. keep strong please, if you dont do it for yourself do it for your little brother. think of him, if he watches you, you have to set an example. you have to be strong. dont worry. cry yes, but calm relax and dont cut.
whatever you do dont cut. please. you have to be strong, please....please, im like starting to cry.

Nick, I was NEVER strong to begin with. I'm a wreck in every way. My poems portray that, my opnions speak that. I can't pretend that I'm strong. So how can I keep going strong when I can't do it??? I can't pretend like it didn't happen, because I'll only wake up and realize that it was all my fault. I can't stop crying, Nick. Its what I've been doing for the past 3 hours, hyperventilating. I even tried reading a book but I had to set it down because I was ruining the pages.

I don't know if you're there, but if you are, I'm going to attempt to sleep again. My lonely mind needs to have time to think and think clearly about what's going on. Love you lots, talk to you in the morning? kk, bye.

you are only as strong as much as you want to be, if your not strong then its because you dont want to be, if you are strong its because you want to be strong. you have to have faith in yourself. please you must be strong. for you little brother, set an example for him, you said he was goingnt o be strong, how can he if he doesnt learn it from you. you have to teach him, be safe, you have always been strong to me, the smiles you have the laughs you put when we chat. that is being strong, even if they are fake, just a cover up. it takes strength to do that. please becareful ok. i dont want you hurt. remember that a luv u lots aite. and that your brother loves you more. be strong please

thats the awesomes poem really it flowed awesomeleis
yeah im alright thanx thank thankies for the comment

l l
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loves lovies love XXX take care XXX

thats the awesomes poem really it flowed awesomeleis
yeah im alright thanx thank thankies for the comment

l l
o o
v v
e e arlene aka cool girl

loves lovies love XXX take care XXX

Hey hun,
I read in a comment you just lost a friend to suicide. I have lost 2 to suicide. I lost one of my close friends January 20, 2000. Noone knew he wanted to take his own life. But to our suprise he did. It was the hardest day of my life. It still continues to hurt everyday. I think you read the poem I wrote to him (Michael James Hinde) I got his name tattoo'd on my ankle in memory of him. He is still close to me in my heart, and in my memories (and what wounderful memories) Losing someone to suicide is very hard to face I know sometimes you wounder what you could have done to stop them from taking their own life but you can't I have come to realize that over the years he has been gone. When they have their mind set on taking their lives they will. Don't be afraid to cry I still do after many years it helps ease your soul. If you ever need someone to talk to please don't hesitate to e-mail me. Like I have said I lost 2 friends to suicide and I know what you are going through. I'm so sorry for you lose. Lots of Love
God Bless,
Krystle (Sweet Angel)
dreamerstar2005@yahoo.com

5*** from me wounderful poem. Keep up the good work!

Darn boy, this category REALLY must have touched you. It was really sweet and all!!! Love you lots, so sorry I'm gone.

~Sierra

No breaking our promises even if I'm not there to help you!! Never!

What a great piece of work keep it up

Great poem.

Hey that was really great. You seem like a guy that can really write his feelings. Can't wait to see more.

Caitlin

Once there was a girl who cared deeply for this boy

Always reading his poetry had brought her so much joy

If any harm had come to this boy, she'd be terribly sad

For none of his poetry was ever good, fair, poor or bad

And she knows there are other poeple who care about him tons

This girl greatly admired him but she's not the only one

Sincerely
-LydaRose-

ya ill b ok nick...thxs 4 careing...u sound like a nice guy...u got msn,aim,or yim?
xoxox,
hope

Aww...

That was absolutlely positively fantastic great work your now added to my favs could you read one or two of mine please?
if not dont matter
great poem lovely flow
love
Em