Will It End

by The Flame Within   Mar 27, 2005


How long is this going to last

Will it ever start to go fast

It takes its time doing its worst

I feel that I am cursed

In my head, and in my heart

Not sure when the pain began to start

Will it end i will never know

But my pain i don't want to show

I cry in the safety of my room

Feeling down and feeling gloom

Is it going to end, or should I end it myself

The knives are in the top shelf

I decide not to, because of my friends

But this pain goes on, not sure when it ends

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  • 19 years ago

    by The Flame Within

    hey thanx fo the support. i always depend on friends. and if they fail me then o well. i will still consider them friends. thanx. fo real everytime you mention you cutting my heart hurts like all kinds fo real. i really do feel that pain. i have wats called the gift of love. im catholic so ya. that explains a lot of me lol. like when pple cry when it rains, i cry when other pple are hurt. i am very passionate for others. that means you to. and i dont care if my friends end up leaving me. what dont kill me makes me stronger. thanx for the support you mean so much to me aite. but the sad part is that i think of you as my very best friend, and this is over the net. i have told you more then alot of the pple i talk with at school, more the what i tell my brother and sisters. thank you so much. there is always a place for you in my heart aite. i luv u lots. never forget that.

  • 19 years ago

    by Just Sierra

    ooy, mama mia! lol (Just fun to say.)

    Glad you're not cutting because of us. But you have to have more than just that. I can give you the gruesome details of it. And they're not joking when they say its like an addiction!!!!!!!!!! Its so hard to stop, so just don't begin. I'm so proud of you for not making that stupid mistake I did. These scars on my arm are going to be there for God Knows How Long. And my friends can use that against me and my family. I just can't do it anymore. I have more reasons now than just friends. Why don't you try something more important than friends though? Friends will leave eventually and you'll feel lonely and your heart will feel broken. You need to have a back up, something to fall back upon. Just a suggestion, I'm always here though. No matter how many friends will come and go, I'll be here for you too.

    WONDERFUL poem! So dark, so sad.

    ~Sierra