Release

Release

An open ear for the tainted that fall, who try to forgive just to break down the wall
The will of a master that triumphs in vein, the pain of a servant who feels not but shame

Into my darkness the pieces break free, free from the hatred that breeds beneath me
Under my skin i cannot be still, still from the fire that feeds me this pill

my struggle within leaves me nothing but filtered insanity that bleeds without reason and bitters the taste of the fruit which brings me to nourish the simple things that make me whole

It's now that i realize all that is true, knowing the answer i see through you too
The lies are so subtle yet not so discrete, to try is too vital of signs of defeat

I cower to safety in all who are sober, But still i am poisoned betrayed i stand over
My inner most feeling of Russian roulette, the product of insecure dead end regret

The strings that guide me forget who they are and what binds my flesh to the unrelenting anguish of mortal solitude which derives the pain and suffering and bleeding that tells me that i AM alive but most important that i will die

But why do i have all this bottled inside, yet i feel so damn empty..... it all must be lies
And I'm not denying the fact i am real, i just keep lieing, it's pain that i feel

I do not feel angry nor do i feel sad, i just wish i could savor the hate that i have
Onto my sleeve and away like the lark, my heart fell confused and into the dark

The weight of the horror to which i have bought, my bargain too fragile for wisdom i sought
But not for the wines or of luxury too, i sought to find answers instead i found you

you opened the darkness and showed me the light, that's why i thank you each day and each night
Pulled from the flesh are the strings of decay, left is my soul with no hate or betray

To my knees i did fall along with my wall, you rose up before me and answers my call
To this day i thank you you've brought me so far, it's your love that's a virtue and all that you are

my b/f wrote this to me and i thought it was sweet.please comment and let me know what you think.