My heart stopped beating,
Ever since that October day.
I have just gotten breathless.
My soul stopped shaking.
Here living in the darkness.
The sun is no longer shining.
Gray clouds are all I see.
My eyes shed more tears.
My cuts have gotten deep.
It is not easy to smile anymore.
I have been feeling too weak.
At times I can’t even speak.
My insides constantly screaming.
And every one around is leaving.
Everyone has walked away.
I feel bad each and every day.
But I have some strength left.
I have faith I can make it through.
Even though almost everything has fallen up to you…