Floated Life

My life seems to be sinking, i use to float on water. Life somewhat got confusing, so did you. You fought me, you lost. I felt bad.

A tear lingered on thinking about what went wrong, what happened, what could have been done. I wanted to die, but i didn't. You taught me to Love hate, and befriended.

My life seemed t o be floating on a rock. This rock wanted to sink, but i let it. I never wanted to talk, but when i did you left. I don't know what i want or what i need, but a friend could be beside me.

Sometimes you scare me because you don't need me, don't want me, don't like me. I feel somewhat sad, frightened unloved. What am i suppose to make this life out to be? Friendless, loveless, hopeless. I try each and everyday to find meaning toward my life, but i need help through out it.

Thoughtless mind driving thoughts become deeper, powerful, and demeaning less. Somehow, I want to understand, but i don't.

My life maybe confusing, but I'll get through it with some help as i go thought it. My life will always be mine, never yours.