I used to believe in him
I believed what everyone told me
that he would help you when you were down
And when you were blind he would help you see
But then one day i got bad news
I was told my one and only dad had died
As i went up to my room and shut the door
I layed on my floor praying as i cried
Everyone told me that if i kept on praying
everything one day would soon be OK
Well i got on my knees as i prayed and prayed
And i am still waiting for that better day
Five years later i still lay on my floor
Instead of tear drops falling are drops of blood
Begging to be somebody else
Begging for someone that i can love
There is no such thing as a god
If there was i would be OK
Its just a small fantasy people believe
Waiting for their judgment day
