I know how we started, i know how we ended, its the part in the middle that confuses me, it started out great we had our laughs our funny moments and even our sensual ones, every time we talked i felt as though you knew me better than i knew my self, sometimes the words i wanted to say wouldn't come out, you made my knees weak whenever you were around, you could make me laugh when i just wanted to die, you made me realize that things aren't always happy times and crying is ok, i never once minded having you around me, with my eager soul, i stood in front of you wanting you to take down my guarded heart, even though i know ill have to build them back up, but now thats all just a dream for what was once reality is now in fantasy, but i still must say this, i have fallen, even though i tried no to show it, i have fallen and you weren't there to catch me, which makes this hurt even worse, i have forgotten how to cry, all i can do now is pick up what mess i have created and move forward, yet evertime i try to pick up the mess it just gets bigger and bigger, what was once great is now horrible, the silence between us is so loud it would shatter glass, i stood there defenseless and i was crushed, i have no words left to speak, nothing seems right to say, nothing seems of to justify what happened with us, or were we ever us? unspoken truths, unspoken tears, an empty soul, with empty dreams, i wish i weren't at this moment in time, i wish this feeling would have never happened, but if i those wishes came true then i would have never learned, i would never grow, i would make the same mistakes over and over again, but my only wish that i would want to come true is that you would let me know how you feel, is it the same for you as it is for me, or am i just in a fairy tale that was never written with a happy ending?
