Everyone keeps telling me
everything will eventually
go back to normal.
But eventually is far too long away.
I vow not to speak to you
ever again, but the funny thing is I know I'm just lying to myself,
and everyone else.
I keep on seeing you in my dreams.
seeing you in the places we went
doing the things we did
when we were together.
Now that you left me
*snap* my life slowly fades away.
I miss always having you there for me,
To hug me,
To kiss me
To simply be there for me
I've had so many things go wrong
My life, my friends, my family, and most of all....loosing you!
I'd give anything just to talk to you,
and explain what I did,
and why I did it.
If only you would listen
and not worry so much about yelling at me.
But for now, I just can sit and
make believe that we are still together.
Because that's the only thing I have left to remember you by!
