You Really Lived (song about suicide)

You have a beautiful smile
I know I have not said that in a while
I’m sorry if I ever hurt you
You know I did my best
To help you stay strong
I should’ve known something was wrong
But now it is too late, your gone, your gone

And you lost your way
On that faithful day
But I still hope your smiling...

Over the life you had
Over the good times and the sad
Over all the years you spent
Laughing and crying meant
That you really lived,
That you really lived
You really lived...

I wish that now
I could of pulled you up when you were down
I could of been there for you (I should’ve been there)
Now I’ll never have the chance
I wish I would of noticed
All the warning signs
Instead I let it slip right by me

Now there is no more tears
Your done fighting your fears
And I still hope your smiling...

Over the life you had
Over the good times and the sad
Over all the years you spent
Laughing and crying meant
That you really lived,
That you really lived
You really lived...

Someday when heaven opens up
And angels sing with triumph
I hope you’ll be there waiting
In shimerring gold
So you can bring me home
Because I’ll always be waiting...

Over the life you had
Over the good times and the sad
Over all the years you spent
Laughing and crying meant
That you really lived,
That you really lived
You really lived...
You really lived...
You really lived...

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