For you...

Now after all these years,
I've never really found my place.
Always to cover my tears,
Never to drown in anyone's embrace.

And one day you past me by,
And flashed me a glowing smile.
As if I grew wings and learned to fly,
That one act kept me happy, if only for a while.

Even though I wanted to hold you, I loved from afar.
Someone had torn your soul; left a scar.
It hurt so much to see your first tear,
I'll be there you comfort you, I'll be forever near.

My heart is absolutely nothing,
It doesn't even exist.
Because I lost the chance,
To experience the beauty of your kiss.

To never be happy, to never find peace.
To have a pain in my heart that is to never cease.
To never dry my tears if I want to cry,
To keep it inside that for you; I'd die.