Forever

I lie here in my bed
Thinking about you
Why did you do this to me?
Why did you hurt me so much?

Leave me alone
Let me be
I don't need anyone
Not even me

I'm so angry and hurt
I just can't take it anymore
Make the pain stop
Make it go away

Crying doesn't help
It doesn't even release pain
The only way to release it...
Is pulling out the knife

I pull out the knife
Disgusted with myself
I slowly raise my sleeve
Closing my eyes
I slit my wrists
My eyes closed tight
I cry in pain
But, the pain inside hurts more

I lay sprawled on the floor
In my own blood
Crying away all my tears
As my body cries blood
I feel light and dizzy
Seeing things of black and white
I close my eyes tighter

Weakening my strength
I grip the knife tight
Stabbing and slitting my wrists
I drop the knife not knowing

Even though I'm dying
I'll remember this forever...