One Last Kiss

I’m trying to let you know
That I’m not going to be okay
Can you see me?
I’m down on my knees
I’m pleading for help
I’m screaming out
I’m breaking down
But I’m keeping it inside

Isn’t there anybody there?
I feel so abandoned
I’ve been left alone
I can’t trust myself
With these thoughts in my head
I’ve screwed up again
And I couldn’t count
Even a day

It’s getting worse already
I’m falling endlessly
The farther I fall
The less light I see
And already
I’m almost blind
Can’t see my hand
And it’s inches away
I’m losing hope

My shirt’s now stained
There’s blood running down
My stomach’s turned red
And my arm’s soon to follow
But right behind it
My hand’s catching up

How much more of this?
I tell myself I’m done
But it always returns
For one last touch
And each one
Is getting redder

I said I’m done
But I don’t want you gone
Please just come back
Just one more time
One last kiss
From those deadly lips
And I’ll be happy
Until I miss you again
And ask for
Just one last kiss