(I Know it is really long, but every single word is true. is based on my life from the past 1-2 years, I would love to have comments)
MY LIFE
Before I met you I would always put my self down.
I would feel like I was not wanted around
my whole life was taken away in just one day
I was left with nothing to say
I did not know what to do or how to act
I watched as my step dad begun to pack
He was accused of rapping my best friend
and because of this my life came to an end
I watched him go out the door
each night I would wish things would be life before.
We found out rapping her wasn't true
he apologized , he said "I never meant to hurt you.""
They did have sex together, they both agreed
I didn't realize what his mistake would lead
I ended up leaving my old school
I met a guy who thought he was really cool
for the next 2 months I became extremely attached to him
explaining our relationship I would not know where to begin
he never loved or cared about me
a life with out him I could not see
I did not know the truth until after he was gone
ending up in the hospital didn't take very long
I was there for about a week
finding the true me is what I was there to seek
8 months later I was ready to give up
finding someone to treat me well and love me for me I was having no luck
The day I met you
I did not know how to act or what to do
I decided that I would be the true me
and the true me you did see
I remember the day you said I love you
and that was the day I realized everything I felt was true
its been almost 6 months now
living a life without you I would not know how
for the first 3 months we were with each other everyday
and that is when I knew with you I wanted to stay
month 6 I got in trouble for spending the night with you
and now I am scared you are going to leave me and I do not know what to do
I am missing you more everyday
and to my parents I have nothing to say
to them they did not thing it was right
and now I try hard not to fight
to fight and argue with them
its crazy how much I miss you in the amount of time its been
I know things between us wont be the same and the lies to my family will be the ones to blame
I pray to God every night and day
not to take you or our love away
Well, I will stop writing now and hope everything will end,
my punishment, my pain will be gone and a new life with you will begin.....
