A letter never sent

Baby,
I wish things were better for both of us. I love you so much I don't know what to do with myself. When I hear you're hurt or mad at me I get so cold. It feels like my heart stopped. I panic cause without you theres no me. You are everything to me and I never want to hurt you. All I want to do is protect you and take care of you. I think about you every second. It doesn't matter who I am with or what I'm doing. I can't concentrate on anything else. I love you more than I ever thought I could love someone. Until I met you I didn't know what love was. And now that I know you... you're everything I ever wished love was and so much more. I'm so afraid that one day you are going to realize that I'm not the world, that you deserve so much better. In some way I wish you would see it cause honestly I don't know why you love me. Don't get me wrong I'm thankful everyday that you do love me, But you deserve someone so much better than me. Part of me hopes you see that and part of me doesn't. Baby I love you and I just want you to be happy. I want you to have everything you deserve, everything you want... even if it's not with me.

Love always,
Me