Today there was another fight,
Ending with my anger filled night.
You can't seem to leave me alone,
And you listen when I talk on the phone.
You may be my mother,
but I wish I had another.
You never see the good things that I do,
And you always critisize me too.
I'm sick of all this shit,
No I'm not going to change, not one bit.
I don't care if I fail,
I'd laugh at your shame if I ended up in jail.
I went to kill myself yesterday,
So I wouldn't have to deal with today.
The razor was sliding across my wrists,
These cuts were deep cause I was pissed.
The blood really poured out,
But this decision I did not doubt.
I don't want to go through another fight,
Leaving me with just feelings of spite.
I'd kill myself just knowing I'd make you cry,
But my friends are stopping me, not wanting me to die.
I guess I'll stay a while,
Forever in denial.
