Why does it always happen to me

Why does it always happen to me
the person i love just cannot see
they seem to come close
but then it doesn't last

this boy who i loved
he came to my house
we went together
together forever

well thats what i thought
thats what i was taught
he made it seem so real
and boy real it did feel

so i forgot about him
realized thats in the past
so i moved on
but that didn't last

the boy i moved onto
the boys house i had gone to
he took back his Ex
and said no to my sex

thats something he never declined
an offer of my behind
that means things have changed
now my love life's making me deranged