Can you see past the fake smiles?
Can you see tho the real pain deep inside?
Would you understand if you could?
Would you even care?
I didn't think so
Let me tell you how it goes....
I pretend to be happy when I'm not
I pretend not to care when I do
No one cares anyway
Are you still reading this?
Wow! I'm surprised anyone would read this far
Well I bet you're gone but I'll continue to write regardless
Heres a fun fact for you:
Hardly a day passes when I don't take a knife or blade to my wrist
Caught your attention now?
Of course I have
Because you don't want to be blamed for my death
Don't worry though I won't blame you, at least not you alone
I blame those who ignore how troubled I am
I blame everyone who knows but refuses to help
I blame everyone who doesn't care enough to take a second glance
So you see, it's not just you it's every one I know
Well I'm gonna put myself out of my misery since no one else will even try
So don't be surprised if you wake up to fin all the life drained from my soul through a cut on my wrist
