All I find is words

All I find is words
When all I need is you
All I want is your love
But what I have is not true

I need to show you
Just how I feel
This is not a lie
This depression is real

Don not worry so much
Because it isn’t your fault
Forever lied to you
Kept it locked in my vault

Please forgive me
This isn’t the way
That it should be
So I cannot stay

Lay back, watch the stars
Watch them in the night sky
Then maybe you will see
That it is not why

I can not apologize again
These words are not from my heart
Start tearing my flesh
Try to rip me apart

When I told her
All she did was care
But the things that you have said
Have begun to scare

Begun to realize
That this is unfair
I trusted you
Thought you would be there

You promised me
That you would stay calm
But I know you lied
I have see you self harm

Tear me apart
Because you bring me down
Can not lie any more
Can not act like the clown

For a second
I thought you would
Help me see again
But you never could

You can not help me through
Because you have it worse
Can not help you though
You are my new curse

All I find is words
When all I need is you
All I want is your love
But what I have is not true