Blown away

The tears drip down
one bye one
your the reason why i frown
no more laughter no more fun
no more kissing
no more tongue

my spirit darkened
everyday go by
my dreams haven't yet lightened
yet i watch them go by
my mind is gone token bye the sun

more pain gaters as time goes by
one day i blow
never stopping to cry
i take the knife
in my cold hand
and watch as i end my life
with no demand

i watch the seconds go bye
1 drop 2 drop 3 drop 4...
blood rushes out
out the vein
down my arm
into my heart

the pain last a lifetime
it never goes away
will always b and stay
i had my joy and laughter
but now i have a gun
i will end it short and simple
with a ton of blood
my heart already empty
now my brain goes to