Thinking of You

"time heals all wounds" is how the saying goes
but if its actually true no one really knows
it's been so long since i've seen you, but the days keep going by
we promised we'd stay friends, but we didn't really try
that date is coming up again, the one when it all started
I don't know why i'm even thinking of this, it's been so long since we parted
i'm with someone else, someone different, someone new
but for some reason i cant help but wonder, are you thinking of me too?
but who am i kidding? that's incredibly unlikely...
we're different people now and you've probably forgotten me
last night i was listening to that song, the one i would listen to and think of you
i had almost erased you completely, but now i realize a lot can remind me of you...
things are so very different these days...
do you even remember why we went our separate ways?
i know there's no way we were meant to be
i even heard from your friend that you cheated on me
u fell in love with someone else and i denied it but my feelings shifted too
it's just been so damn long...i bet none of this even matters to you
it seems like a century since it came to an end
and that girl you ignored me for is still my good friend
i bet if you saw me you wouldn't even recognize my face
but these thoughts of me seeing you just seem so out of place
it was a long time ago i realized i'll never see you again
the only time i see your face is in my memories of way back then
i remember when you walked into school, that date carved into your skin
and i did it too, like some kind of pathetic twin
well i haven't forgotten that, and my scar is still there
but i think yours has faded, i doubt you care
well we've both moved on, its the normal thing to do
i just thought i'd let you know, for some reason...i'm thinking of you

i wrote this about my ex...it just kind of came from some random thoughts because what would have been our one year aniversary (along with some other day) is coming up and for some odd reason that i don't understand, i was thining about him...