Unapproved relationship

At first it was something i kept hid, but feelings kept getting stronger and only thoughts of you ran through my head.

you listened, you understood.

you were a great friend.

but to me i thought you could be something more.

so fun to be around, so pretty, and sweet i just couldn't resist.

I wanted to hold you and tell you how i felt, but i just couldn't let the words out..

I ran to you when i cried, and you would always hold me tight as you told me every things alright..

You moved away, but we still talk, and the other day i told you everything i would never let out..

you said you felt the same, and the only person you ever loved was me..

i got a boyfriend, but yet i still urge for you to hold me..

He said it was fine,because he wouldn't mind.

but the others around me would feel ashamed.

i know why it's such a big deal, because were both females.

But i still love you and nobody can change the way i feel..

For our love is true, but it's something we just can't reveal.

i love you and you love me, but for two girls to be together is an unapproved relationship.

Because others say it's not right and it shouldn't bother me to let you go,because the love ain't real.

But my love is and not being able to be with the one i love is a big deal..

***i am bi but thats just how i really feel..**

**If you can take the time 2 read this can you please comment this poem means alot and i want 2 know what people think thanks**