I hate loving you

I am disgusted with the fact that I still care
I want to hate you with everything inside me I swear
For someone that I'm in love with to hurt me so deep
At night you can still peacefully sleep
While I toss and turn
I have real reason for concern
I hurt with every thought of you
For the deceitful things that you put me through
I want to be able to actually smile
I haven't been able to do that genuinely for a while
I hate caring about how you feel
You could care less about me lets keep it real
As much as it saddens me to leave it's destroying me to stay
It is truly time for me to go my separate way

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