Death

My world of loneliness
and home
comes down to break me up
to make me cry
no one there
to hold me back
so i cut
to make my pain
so i bleed
to make it all go away
my hope of non broken promises
my world of no one there
my world so dark so lonely
my once filled dream
of death itself
no one there to tell me wrong
as i dig deeper and deeper
to find the reason why
nothing seems to come up
it makes me cry
i want a better life
with love instead of lust
but i am who i came
me not to trust