Smile when I want to cry
Live when I want to die
I am alone inside my mind
Can't say what I feel
Can't stop what I say
Want to give up
Make it all go away.
Forgive when I want to hate
Break down, no hope of escape
Locked deep down inside my head
Won't say what I feel
Must stop what I say
Just give up
It might all go away.
Hurt myself when you need to see
All the pain you inflict on me
Make me believe it's me that's wrong
Pains what I feel
Hurt is my cry
Give it all up
And hope to die.