Torture

What's the matter?
You reek of tragedy and monotony
But there's an air of glamour somewhere
Shadows leave sequins
Behind that glassy stare
Fury, passion, piercing abhorrence
Smoldering sorrow and
perfect complacentness
Gothic intensity
and porcelain doll features
conceal nothing
reveal nothing
Is that admonishment?
Why can't I tame you?
You shred my heart
With the fiercity of your being.
Beauty
Ferocity
Secrecy
Savagery
How do I clarify
You?