My Promise

I promised you that I wouldn't pull out the knife
My promise was broken within a couple hours

I'm sorry I couldn't keep my promise
Its so hard not to do it
Its the only way to release my pain

I promised you that I wouldn't smoke
My promise was broken within a day

I'm sorry I couldn't keep my promise
Its so hard not to do it
Its an addiction

I remember each second of struggling holding onto that promise
The promise that wilted and faded inside me
Soon enough it was broken

But,
the promise I will keep is me loving you
Forever...
And
Ever...