It's All/Not Okay

It’s all okay
I don’t want you
It’s not okay
I’m not over you
It’s all okay
I’m quitting the habit
It’s not okay
I’m not setting down the knife
It’s all okay
My mom’s not yelling
It’s not okay
She’s stomping on the floor
It’s all okay
I’m not crying out in pain
It’s not okay
I’m crying out in hate
It’s all okay
The sun is out
It’s not okay
It’s burning my skin
It’s all okay
I’m no longer crying
It’s not okay
I’m laying on the floor
It’s all okay
I have feeling again
It’s not okay
All my feelings are pain
It’s all okay
I don’t need your hand
It’s not okay
I’m a lost cause
It’s all okay
And yet
Nothing’s okay

*This one's total crap. I hate it.*