All alone in a hole I created in myself because I let the world decide what I should be.
And now that I'm here, I fear that what I am is what I'll be for eternity.
The girl who has everything, but is missing what the eye can't see.
I'm missing chunks of what was my heart.
I want to change the new me back to the old me,but I don't know where to start.
How am I going to revert back to what was without losing the last shred of what's me, my dignity?
I want to turn back time...to the girl who was loving and full of hopes and dreams, the girl that was me.
I look back in time and the image of a girl, the girl that is me, is yet a memory.
Yet, what is worse is when I look in the mirror and see a stranger.
What was the past has changed to now the present.
I can't bear to see the person that is me become my future.
