A Prare To God For An Old Flame

by Hailey   Mar 29, 2005


He Sits Upon The Computer
Starring Blankly At The Screen
Wishing He Could Just Wake Up
From This Horrid Unbelievable Dream

But This Is Not A Dream
Its The Life He Has To Live
I Think God May Be Punishing Him
For All The Wrongs And Mistakes He Did

But Even Though He Hurt Me
And I Don't Think Angels Exist
I Placed My Hands Together
And I Said My First Pr are Like This

"Please God If Your Listening"
Help This Old Flame Of Mine
Now I Know He Isn't Perfect
But Hes Having a Rough Time

And Even Though He Made Mistakes
Ones That Altered My Life Forever
I Beg You Give Him One More Chance
And I Swear He'll Do A Whole Lot Better

Now I Know He Follows The Wrong Crowd
And Shattered Things In Me That Wont Mend
But I Know Theres A Place Somewhere Inside Him
Where He Wishes He Could Go Back And Makes Amends

Now I Don't Know If He Believes In You
Or Even If I Do For That Fact
But I Cant Let Myself Try And Help Him
Long Ago I Made That Final Pact

another Conversation With Him Could Kill
His words Hurt Me Oh So Much
To Save My Self Oh So Selfishly
I Walked Away From That Special Touch

Iv Spent Endless Nights Crying
But I'm Not Asking For You To Heal My Pain
I Don't Believe Pr are works To That Extent
And Its Too Late,I'm Already Kind Of Insane

And I Don't Vow To Be A Better Person
Because Iv Done My Fair Share In Hurt
Theres Time I Said Horrible Things To Him
And Made Him Feel Like Low Down Dirt

I Told Him That My Feelings Were A Lie
And He Was The Cause of all MY Pain
But I Know He Feels Regret For What he Did
So In His Life Please Turn Of The Rain

Let Him Find The Sunshine
Like The Magic Light He Had With Me
Let Him find A Miracle In Life
And Let Him Dry The Tears And See

Let Him Find A Beautiful Girl
To Makes All His Dreams Come Too
Make Him See That Hes On In A Million Again
And Hes Destined To See Life Through

Please Take Away His Pain
Give it All Too Me If It Makes Him Better
Go To Him One Night Whilst Sleeping
And Tell Him To Dream His Dreams Forever

So I Really Hope Your Listening
Because I Don't Usually Ask For Help
If Your The Power That Decides These Things
Then Give Him The Power To Save Himself

And Now I Farewell This Pr are
And I Hope Your Up There Seeing
That Iv Given You My Trust And Hope
And Ill Try And Start Believing

So As I End It And Say Amen
I Pray You Answer This Pr are Of Mine
Everyone Deserves Love And Forgiveness
And I Believe He Really Needs It This Time....

Iv Never Claimed I'm Perfect Or That I Have Never Hurt Someone As much As They Hurt Me But I Believe That Sometimes When Theres No Other way..That Maybe Pr-are Works..Maybe It Doesn't..Maybe It Does..But I Cant Help Him And In fact I couldn't Bare To Try...But If There Is A God...Give Him One More Chance..He Made Mistakes And Some Of Those Ruined My Life Forever And I May Not Love Him Like I Once Did But I Still Care ...So Just Give Him Some Help To Save Himself..Thanks..

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  • 19 years ago

    by Hailey

    Hey Abbey..Awww Sweety...Where Have Ya Been..EMAIL ME lol..Fill me In On The Goss Kkk Well Email me Mwa Mwa Thanx

  • 19 years ago

    by Hailey

    Thanks..Lol im not da best speller..thanks for da tip..mwa mwa

  • 19 years ago

    by Heather M Craig

    Aww such a thoughtful poem! absolutely beautiful, just a suggestions, sweetheart, its spelled prayer* , honest mistake! keep it up -5 anyways!

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    Heather Michelle Craig