Reminisce the Smile

My body's turning gray
My lips are turning blue
My head is feeling heavy
It's all because of you

My cuts are getting deeper
My blood is flowing more
My face is stained by tears
I'm lying on the floor

My memories won't fade
My bruises start to pain
My family just doesn't care
I live this life in vain

My scars are adding up
My weakness is growing strong
My depression is taking over
I've been holding on too long

My clothes are drenched in blood
My eyes are leaking tears
My stomach's all in knots
I'm facing my own fears

My life is such a mess
My house is not a home
My strength no longer prevails
This is my suicide, my poem

My screams are never heard
My blade is all I know
My life just fell apart
It's my turn to go

*Reminiscing on the night suicide was smiling at me...*

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