Fallen in love

I have fallen in love so deep this time
This is the finest thing that I could feel
It turned my heart, once so cold and numb
Again into something whole and real

I am now so afraid of what will happen
Terrified every second of every day
I pretend that if I never tell, then it is not real
No one will find out, there is no other way

When they are around everything is right
I am sailing through silver lined clouds
Dreading the moment when they realize
And towards earth I come tumbling down

My love is hidden inside of my heart
But there it causes me so much pain
Instead of being rejected, I lock it away
Until I see their beautiful face again