Do you know-
*What its like to feel empty inside
*What its like to feel unwanted
*What its like to feel as if no hope is left
*What its like to fell like your not good enough
Have you ever-
*Cried yourself to sleep night after night
*Wanted to disappear
*Held so much inside you felt as if you were going to die
*Wanted to scream at the top of your lungs in hopes it may make you feel better, even for a second
Did you ever-
*Feel like there was a hole in your heart
*Feel like you were alone in the world
*want to be strong enough to do and say what your hearts been telling you for years
*Feel as if there wasn't such a thing as happiness
Why do i-
*Have to put a smile on and pretend I'm OK
*Have to push everything deep inside
*Have to go through this on my own
*Have to be sad and hurt instead of Happy and enjoying my life
I don't-
*Have to feel alone-but i do b/c no matter what i feel as if no one truly understands
*Have to cry myself to sleep- but i do because sometimes its the only way i can go to sleep
*Have to put up with you- but i do because if i didn't things would get worse
*Have to bottle everything up inside and store it away-but i do because you don't give me a chance to tell you how i feel and whats on my mind
I pray-
*That these feeling and thoughts go away and that someday somehow i will be OK
**Please rate and comment on this...someone read this and thought i was going suicidal and that is DEF not the case so please don't think that and it isn't a love poem but it wouldn't let me change it
