Wish

Ever since you broke my heart...
my world has been falling apart...
When you were there...
I had something to smile about...
When you went...
You left me memories to cry about...
Sometimes I cant help but wonder...
If it's all true...
If it's all nothing but a bad dream...
But when I close my eyes...
I get my answer...
Because I see your face smiling wide...
Wish I had known you weren't happy
Wish I hadn't tried to deny the signs...
Wish I'd brought it out in the open...
the thing that was in everyone's minds
Wish I'd known better
Wish I hadn't waited for my eyes to get wetter
Wish I hadn't let you use me...
Wish I hadn't forced you to be with me
Wish you'd liked me for atleast a minute
Wish you'd made me hate you for atleast a second
Wish I knew you better
Wish you cared about my tears...
Wish you'd chased away all my fears...
Wish you'd thought I was worth a while
Wish I hadn't been so dumb
Wish I'd never come across you
Wish you'd never asked me out...
Wish I'd never went out with you
Wish I'd never fallen for you

I know this doesn't make sense...but i just had to get it out of my system....its just how i feel....not really a poem...