My suicide note ©

Dear Diary,

Its you who knows me o so well,
my secrets written on your pages,
Its you who knows Ive been through hell,
You will live on, throughout the ages.

But for me this is my final night,
The pain just hasn't gone,
I promise you i wouldn't lose the fight,
I'm sorry i cant hold on.

You will be found when i am dead,
They'll see your tear stained front,
You will be found, you will be read,
And me? they can't confront.

Thank you for keeping all my fears,
Locked up inside of you.
Thank you for catching all my tears,
Thank you for seeing me through.

When my family find you,
Maybe then they'll see,
All my smiles were untrue,
They'll see this pain inside of me.

My friends? yeah they'll be told,
Don't cry for me ok?
No matter where you are,
By your side I'll stay.

I'm sorry i can't hold on,
But please read what i wrote,
I have lost, and death has won,
cause this is my suicide note.