Reality??? Nightmare???

Take a deep breath
Walk away slowly
Muttering the words
The ones you left unspoken

Suicidal thoughts
With suicidal dreams
Slit writs
Blacked tears

A battle for love
A battle lost without hope
A batte lost with no prize
A battle soon to be forgotten

The love of us
The love of you
The love of a youth not yet understood

This life was worth living
I had you in my arms
Then I lost you
No reason left to stay

My one and only
No longer mine today
Dreaming of us
Of what used to be

A gun to my head
A loud bang
A shaken child
A longing smile

Thank you
My baby girl
For waking me up
From that horrible nightmare

Never again
Shall I dream
Of losing my baby
It\'s real
We\'re together
Always to stay