We lost him that day
The day within a month of joy
We lost the little boy that we all loved
We lost his mind and soul but we still have his capsule
The capsule we do love as much as the boy but we still miss
The one who would hug any one and say “someone loves you†with his cute 6 year old voice. Our capsule speaks, walks, and loves all the same before but since he laid half dead on the side of the road he has been so different that I can not help but long for the little boy my family and I lost.
I know I should not feel this way towered my little brother like he had died, but he lives.
But if you understood that the boy that I know call my brother is not the one I called my brother in the 1997.
I try to remind myself that he is still my little brother and I do love him but there will always be a place in my hart for the little boy who we lost on that December day.
