The Loner in Town

So here I am, all alone,
trying hard to smile.
Watching everyone laugh and talk,
wondering for a while.
What was it like to have friends?
Go shopping or have "girls night out"
What was it like to have someone to talk to?
Someone I knew all about...
Sharing secrets of our crushes,
and promising no one would know.
Makeovers, sleepovers, and truth or dare...
Where did I let all that go?
It seems like forever,
since I actually had a friend.
Someone to share a lunch with,
or just to play pretend.
As lonely as I am now,
I wonder where it went wrong,
Everyone turned their back to me,
And now I just don't belong.
I'm trying hard to figure out,
where my place is in this town.
Tired of being a loner.
Tired of being the clown.
Just wishing for once I could laugh,
Just wishing for once I knew,
How does it feel to be part of a group?
How does it feel to be you?
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I used to be popular and have all the friends in the world...then, like a flash of lightning, it all disappeared right before my eyes. I don't know how, I don't remember when...All I know is that it sucks to be alone and feel like you have no one to turn to...