When i look in the mirror
I see someone so sad...
someone so lonely...
someone that cried for hours..
with messed up hair...
puffy red eyes..
a broken smile...
Someone i dont kno...
who is she?
where was that happy girl?
the one that laughed after every joke or comment?
The one that seem so full of life?
The one that only cried,when laughing so hard?
Now i just wish i had a knife!
so i can end it all,
with just one cut
Breathing hurts me..
I lost it all..
Lost all my friends that seemed so close
They just dont understand
Lost the guy i loved the most..
But i kno he was neva really there to start..
Lost the family
That dont have time for me no more..
My visions are blurring..
crying soo much ..
its killing me inside...
no, its not nobodys fault..
its mine..
My fault for falling in love....
My fault for being a horrible friend..
My fault for asking for too much time..
My fault for being selfish....
My fault for hurting you...
My fault for not understanding..
My fault for not keeping my promises..
But dont feel bad,
Because you still cant imagine the pain im going through..
Im so yuong..
How come i already feel so miserble?
one last thing..
Did you EVER think about how you treated me?
