Prisoner

I am a prisoner,
A lonely soul,
Instead of a heart,
An empty hole,
Instead of light,
I see all black,
Happiness and pleasure,
I seem to lack,
I see you staring,
I turn away,
I hate your games,
I am in no mood to play,
But you keep coming,
You never leave me alone,
You keep me trapped,
I hide away in my home,
I try to stay away from you,
I stay inside when theres sun,
No point wishing back those days,
They're already done,
But I can save those new days,
The ones that are yet to arrive,
I could try to save myself,
Try again to feel... alive?
But no I am your prisoner,
And now I'm always trapped,
Because yesterday late evening,
Around my neck a rope was wrapped,
You found me when I was cold,
You found me when I was gone,
And for once you seemed concerned,
For once I finally shone,
I'm glad that I got through to you,
Your prisoner I'll always be,
The one thing I regret now though,
Is that the one I killed was me...

©Elle

*I just wrote... I don't get it. I just wrote it...*