(Dedicated to my friend Ashley C. who lost her life when she tried suicide. Rest in peace, my friend. )
At school you see me smiling, walking down the hall,
But at night, only tears fall.
Sometimes I plan to slit my wrists.
I dream of blood flowing down my fists.
And it's all because of you.
I thought you were really true.
I've known you since kindergarten; you were my friend...
But by the way you acted, I knew you wouldn't last until the end.
Remember that one day I fell and cried?
You helped me up, and then a few weeks ago; you died.
I thought up a plan when the wind gently blew.
I'll die and spend the rest of eternity in Heaven or Hell with you.
