Sitting all alone

I sit here all alone, swallowing all my tears,
so much time to think and worry about my fears,
nobody seems to care, nor do they understand,
want someone to support me and to hold my hand,

I shouted and i cried today, swore a little too,
you always seem to put me down, everything i do,
I love you so much, but why make me suffer alone,
when i make a little mistake, all you do is moan,

Told you that i loved you, you never even replied,
you had an evil stare, that burnt me deep inside,
You are important to me, but you broke my heart,
I've noticed now, that we are drifting far apart,

Told someone a secret that i thought she'd keep,
when i found out she told you, i could only weep,
It knocked me for six that i can't trust anyone,
my confidence to talk, is broken and it's gone.

Copyright 2005 - Amanda Linzi

This is just rough, feeling so very low today. I don't know how to describe it but i hope my poem tells all. Please comment i would appreciate it. Thank you :)