Falling, failed

What do we do when we fall in love
do we fly
do we cry
how do we know we are in love
how do we know who we love
is it a feeling
or is it more than a feeling
is it the way u are with that person
is it when Ur crying
and alone
that u realize u love that person
i don't understand
each time i loved someone
or so thought i did
i fell
i was hurt
by this one person especially
who's now hurting two of me best friends
i don't understand
how can this be
i thought they were smarter
but i guess not
i guess all i could do was watch them fall
watch them fall in the same trap i did
in the same trap the same way i did
the same guy i did
the heart i lost those years was torture
still not back yet
but now they are falling again because they are going through the same as i am
plz don't get hurt
plz don't let him take advantage of u
plz don't go where i did
but i failed i let them
i let them go
no matter how hard i tried to tell them of my pain
how hard i tried to explain i still failed
to watch my two best friends
fall as i did
makes me sad
makes me so mad
makes me want to die
makes me want to cry
so why do we fall in love
why do we fall for the people who will hurt us
who will use u abuse Ur emotions
cheat on u
why why why
until some one can answer me
i don't wanna be seen
i don't wanna be here
i love u two with all of me
i wish i could of saved u guys from what i went through with him but i guess i cant
which shows how much i failed