The Battle in my mind

* This is like a battle in you’re head, if you get what i mean? *

“This deep dark secret,
I must hold onto in my head
I’m sick and tired of you all
I just want you to be dead!”

“It will be ok you know
You’ll make it to the end
I am always here for you
For ever be you friend”

“What another friend to back stab me?
Another friend wearing a mask
Another friend hiding there true identity?
F**k you make me laugh!!”

“Not all people hide who they are
I’ve always been near, never far
Why the Hell can you not see??
You have a friend right here .. it’s me!”

“I am not worth you’re time
Nor am i worthy of this life
Were both sick of the crying
Just do it, pick up the knife!”

“NO, i will not give in
To leave before you’re time, should be a sin
Think of all the places we’ve been that were scary as hell
Together.. It’s us, from the start till the end, we will not fail”

“I’m happy that you try, but you will not change my mind
Lock and load, and thanks for being so kind . .”

“Please.. don’t.. I’m here for you.. so is you’re dad
You know if we leave, he’ll be awfully sad”

“Ha.. Bribery.. But do you want to live on with such pain?”

“At least we wont leave this family in vain...”

“I am worthless, I could not even kill myself”

“I am here for you like i said from the start.. you’ll never be by your self”